falling in love again.fullstop.

i think...(a long pause) i'm in love with more than a guy. *sighs* for you-know-who, you know it might be a bad sign but trust me, this isn't what i planned for our future.you are a nice guy well not most of the time. but still you are my boyfriend and i don't think you even realized that this post is even exists or even this blog. i love you yes i do since the first time i saw you clearly in front of me. but at that moment, things are kinda blur. and i have this feeling that you don't even care about me in the first place. yeah, considering my boyish attitude and whatsoever. but when we get into relationship, we were happy very very happy indeed in the first few months.

it's like i'm the sunshine and you are my flower that makes me happy all the time. we enjoy our moments together. cherished them together in our heart. but then, i realized its started to fade away. which is clearly this isn't a good thing. *sighs*

he came to my life without us knowing it. I'm sorry. i truly am. but somehow i couldn't resist his presence in my life. in between our relationship. you might think i'm an asshole. but who on earth can resist JOHNNY DEPP?

but no matter what happen, i won't leave you just like that. you stole my heart,gramps. and i couldn't resist you too. you are my reality, my presence and my future. Johnny Depp, he's only fantasy. :)

*smirk*


that's it. *waves goodbye*