I WONDER

I wonder if I inhale the fume,

Would it be hard for me to resume?

I wonder if I jump into the hole,

Would it be easy for me to lose control? 

I wonder if the rain would fall again,

To wash away the dirt of yesterday.

I wonder if the rainbow would show herself again,

To bring peace, joy and happiness to tomorrow.

I wonder if I jump into the river,

Digging the emptiness of my heart,

Would I found what I've been looking for?

I wonder if I walk to the other side of the hill,

Would I be happy as I never be?

Well, they say the grass is greener. 

shrouded history

Over all those sacred undertakings

The devastated stories full with depression 

Hidden solemnly without hesitation 

Where all the stupid lies and amazing wounds stayed 

Slowly deteriorates our morality 

It is the point where

Where the spirit started to grow again

Dancing solely in the air without vacillation