Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Bad hair day ?

i cut my hair last night. i asked that girl to get rid of the damages one only but instead of following my instructions, she cut my hair real short and i was like WTF? now, i have to wait for hair to grow long again and i shall never cut my hair again. i promise. sigh. now i hate my hair and i feel like covering it with something else. should i wear wig? lol XD

gahh!!

Monday, February 21, 2011

It's another fucking bloody boring Monday

yes! and it's cold. i just woke up btw. the sounds of people walking ny on the corridor wakes me up. the sounds of people cutting down the grass makes me open up my eyes. =.='' and i think my boyfriend is not going for his class. pemalas punya bopren.

it's friggin cold and i'm wearing my boyfriend's shirt. still it's cold and i should really take my bath and have breakfast before heading to the 10 a.m class later. oh, it's 8 something now btw. things being rough to me last week and hopefully this week it will bring happiness, health and wealth to all of us. yeay!


*off to take bath*

Saturday, February 19, 2011

the reasons-me

I'm so sorry for what i did. I'm so sorry that i make you feel this way. I'm so sorry that i dragged you into this. I'm so sorry that i make so many mistakes as I'm a human being. I admit that I'm a selfish person. I don't want anyone else to rip us apart. I don't want to lose you. I don't want this relationship to end. I don't want to let you go. I don't want to be far away from you. I love you so much. The reasons why i acted this way is because I'm too selfish that i don't want to lose an important person in my life. i need you to be there with me. I need you so damn hard. I don't want my phone wallpaper to change. I don't want to remove my laptop wallpaper. I just want you in my life. i love you so much.

it's hard for us to please people

why oh why it's hard for us to please people eh?

Morning peeps! Rise and shine :D

here comes another day that full with challenges just to teat us either we are capable to get through it or not. so, wake up with smile on your face. wear it proudly and confidently. be original. though many things will come in your way, just be patience and slowly get through it :)

basically, i have assignments need to be done today. it seems like i haven't get anyone to be my followers. lol. *make myself Nescafe, tie up my hair* now, where's my VLC Media Player?

*searching for songs to suit up with the mood* *grins*

#nowplaying Shane Ward-No promises. how i wish there will be a guy singing me this song.. hihi..

okay, well that doesn't matter. what matters now is i'm gonna finish my assignments by this week. it is a group assignment with another two of my classmates and its raining now. NICE! how am i gonna get out later? sigh.so, the assignment is ofr the subject Construction Economics. What i need to do is simply answer 2 sounds-easy question related to investment and Malaysian Government Policies for the house buyers. sounds easy right? but lemme tell you. it's damn hard. sigh. was searching for the info since last two nights. :( nevertheless, i know i shouldn't give up. so, yeah after this i'm gonna continue doing it again :D

wish me luck peeps!
s


He is one of the best chapters in my life :)


have you ever think of the boy version?

they say when a girl is quiet, millions of thoughts are in her mind

they say when a girl calls u everyday, it means that she's an attention seeker

they say when a girl text you and say "i love you" , it means that she mean it

they say when a girl say she can't live without you, means that she has made up her mind to be a part of your life

they say when a girl says "i miss you", no one can ever miss you like she does.


-unknown-

-unknown-

i'm so bored that i fill my time by doing those stuffs

  • paint my finger nails with pink colour :D
  • tweeting? <--naah..maybe not now..
  • stares at the phone waiting when he will call/text
  • listening to songs that easily makes me cry..
  • can i just stop stalking people?
okay. so do u have any good ideas what to do tonight?

so, he asked....

"HE" the one yang aku nak habaq kat depa semua ni kawan aku..actually, before ni aku pernah la ada blogspot ni..tp masaalahnya dah lama gila xupdate. :P malas punya pasal la kan? plus,xde ilham la plak..so, "he" asked me just now asal aku tetiba nak buat balik blog aku..
well,actually to make it short yeah.i actually have the inspiration to build back my courage to restart blogging. :)

just one of place for me to express myself. aku rasa xsalah kot. yela..korang pon ada tempat untuk korang membebel kan? orang kata melalui bacaan orang akan paham lagi apa kita rasa and kita pun lega sebab dapat luahkan. yela meluahkan ni bukan senang..luah kat orang,orang meluat.luah kat haiwan kesayangan macam comel la plak. meluah kat laptop,hehe..sapa nak lawan balik. :P ye tak?

so,he asked and this is the answer.aku nak blog ni jadi sanctuary untuk aku lepaskan segala yang terpendam dalam hati aku ni. hehe :D


ikhlas,
S

Friday, February 18, 2011

Oh finally!

oh finally! now i have another place for me to rant on. well, lemme just enlighten u with few things about myself alright?
i'm studying quantity surveyor
i'm immune to blackmail but not to the one i love so much
i speak fluent sarcasm only if i find u irritating
i eat a lot but never leave exercise
i'm against anorexia and that is enough to tell u that i'm a food lover